天不下雪，一连三天的晴天。

比多伦多更耀眼的太阳照着卡尔加里，感觉上却怎也透不过冷冷高高的蓝天。

随身带了三四套衣服，已经穿腻了。头发自从考试懒了之后再也没梳通过。家里的暖气烧得不高，洗完澡之后都嫌毛衣不够暖和，袜子不够多。

貌似能干的事情只有上网，看书，看房子。考试的时候想吃的这个那个，有了，却没胃口吃了。

 

躲在被子里读了三分之一的围城（by 钱钟书），对人生，未来，爱情更加绝望。

方鸿渐的感情不专一，也算不上纯洁。到最后多少是因为他被动，意志力薄弱，无法抵抗别人的要求，抵抗自己的欲望。

想想其实这也是自己的弱点，还有前几天才在控诉某人说这是他的弱点的自己，甚至有些可笑。

安慰自己说那些弱点在方鸿渐身上所造成的后果都是1937年中国旧社会的事，跟现在无关。可还是无法挥散那种郁闷。

加上昨天出的生物分数，寒冷的空气，我对现在的生活又一次的充满了疑惑。

 

接下来的三分之二也不想看了，在考虑要不要在百度上看了简介了事。倒是为了里面的种种讽刺小笑了几次，但也好几次险些哭出来。

 

×××

 

   鲍小姐只穿绯霞色抹胸，海蓝色贴肉短裤，漏空白皮鞋里露出涂红的指甲。在热带热天，也许这是最合理的妆束，船上有一两个外国女人就这样打扮。可是苏小姐觉得鲍小姐赤身露体，伤害及中国国体。那些男学生看得心头起火。口角流水，背着鲍小姐说笑个不了。有人叫她“熟食铺子”，因为只有熟食店会把那许多颜色暖热的肉公开陈列；又有人叫她“真理”，因为据说“真理是赤裸裸的”。鲍小姐并未一丝不挂，所以他们修正为“局部的真理”。

 

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  经过一家外国面包店，厨窗里电灯雪亮，照耀各式糕点。窗外站一个短衣褴褛的老头子，目不转睛地看窗里的东西，臂上挽个篮，盛着粗拙的泥娃娃和蜡纸粘的风转。

 

×××

 

Whatever, tomorrow will come.

于是经过三番的鉴定之后Tanda被判断为绝对的好男人。将来一定要嫁这样的。XD

 

日剧和韩剧的区别  

日剧：医生多                                  韩剧：病人多  
日剧：bt多                                     韩剧：自恋多  
日剧：悬念多                                  韩剧：眼泪多  
日剧：王子多                                  韩剧：灰姑娘多  
日剧男：修眉多                               韩剧男：眼袋多  
日剧女：气质多（90％是自然美女）    韩剧女：发嗲多（90％是整形美女）  

日剧：对社会问题的思考多（未婚妈妈、师生恋、忘年恋、婚外恋），矛盾来自人的内心  
韩剧：对遗传基因的研究多（同父异母、同母异父、同胞兄弟姐妹），矛盾来自外界（身世或疾病）

 

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下面还有，不过因为过于偏激我还是不要转了，以免伤韩剧饭的感情....

 

another one that summarizes korean dramas pretty well:

 

"韩剧就是两个男人和一个单纯到蠢的女人大家一起来得白血病的故事"

 

^^;;;

 

sadly i think it's very true indeed....= =;

最近被某S灌输了一些bt的动画....或者说是bt的角色....

对于某小关的bt程度.........OTL

还有就是某立木大叔（？）的出场频繁程度实在是....翻桌子中/

 

一转话题

聊一下最近专辑的感想

 

首先就是偶滴牛团 aka NEWS (对，就是有亚麻皮的那个）

十一月七号出了新单曲+新专辑，暂时制霸oricon chart中。挑几首我喜欢的新歌：

P的rap部分不错～曲调是典型的upbeat青春偶像曲.....不过还是很好听...orz

歌词....好可爱....曲调很addictive :D

本专辑里最好听的曲调，偶喜欢的王道ballad 大心～

单曲就不讲了，还可以不过我是ballad派的....

 

接着听了周杰伦的我很忙

很怪，但很不错。我喜欢的是：

 

青花瓷，阳光宅男，无双，蒲公英的约定

不过主要还是青花瓷 XD

受不了甜甜的。让我想到该死的PDA，等等。

 

最后听了FIR的爱歌姬，喜欢上了一首：Forever Green

让我们拥抱生命的呼吸，前进的氧气。

 

ok. time to sleep X.X

 

 

总体来说，昨天的A公园之旅还是蛮不错的......

 

秋日的凉风习习，黄叶带着阵雨后的一颗颗雨珠项链。

船桨浸入湖水中，卷起短暂的旋涡后慢慢地重出水面。

侧耳聆听，水声与风声与周围的景象融为一体，宁静之词仿佛就是为了它而存在。

 

*翻桌子* GAhhhhh Now is not the time to write these 散文wannabe.

 

下周接二连三的三个考试。貌似我的命运会就此以定。加油吧，自己。

 

后记其一：A公园的冰淇淋不知为何很好吃。物美价廉。

后记其二：该死的“松鼠”们 ...natural selection should eliminate genes for PDA T皿T

 

happy thxgivin' peeps. peace. -"-v

星期一，晚上十一点。

我坐在计算机前，书桌上摊着看都没看的生物作业。缺乏睡眠的大脑模模糊糊地想着挖地雷的问题。

达尔文的小鸟是个什么东东，现在早已抛在脑后。

学习灯有些刺眼，很想关掉。

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最近发生的事情，其实在旁人眼里看来完全是鸡毛蒜皮的小事，只不过是我一个人在大惊小怪而已。

有人说，无聊的占有欲是独生子女的特权。

我不想让另一个我，那只绿色的怪兽占据我的生活，我的呼吸。

又有人半开玩笑般地说，我知道你对自己没有自信，没关系，你长得挺正常的，还不算太丑。

其实说这话的可爱才女只说对了一半：

我不喜欢自己，但与我的长相无关。我恨自己心胸狭窄，我恨自己不够善解人意。我恨自己的无知，我恨自己的自私。

看，才写了这么几行，“我”这个汉字已被用过N遍。

其实，真正美丽的人，是懂得爱自己的人。

三人行必有我师。学习别人的长处，包容别人的短处。吸取那些我所崇拜的品质。

所以呢，其实我的新年新希望只有一条。

我要做到不被自己讨厌 ^______^

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三楼的人们又喝醉了。赶快去锁门。

ok，该做生物作业了！XP

1.TAO - Do As Infinity

Japanese ----->English

 

2.衝動 - B'z

Japanese --------->Chinese

 

3.千年之恋 - FIR.

Chinese------>English

 

Hmmm List will be updated later when I feel like it ^_^

Going back to China on the 11th of July!! XD

 

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must work on German now...no time to play!!

 

Currently working on:

 

Residence application

Drawings

Finding scanner

Translations

School work x many of them

watching "unfair"

N团论！

 

my love for NEWS has not died since.....december of last yr. Half a year now woot!!

 

also. note for self: must go to toronto immediately about residence and Tcard and stuff like that.....ahhhh hate big cities!!! *jk* 

It's funny how It says "not suitable for children over 3 years of age" on top of that page...either way:

 

遊戲規則：被點名的人，回答八個你理想伴侶的條件。

提示：
❤ 寫上誰點你名字的名字和地址
❤ 必須點八個人名字和你一起玩遊戲
❤ 如果已經被點過名的人可以不參加此遊戲

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Name: Zao

Address: YeA Right

8 PPL: Whoever saw this (yea i'm so lazy)

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1. You must be a Johnny's look-alike, but manly at the same time (Jin/Pi Preferred)

2. You must appreciate and/or have a sense of humour, but serious at the same time

3. You must be a "nice guy" but also evil to some extent

4. Hmm....you must be......talented in some way

5. You must be taller than me, and you have beautiful hands

6. You must be intelligent enough to understand what I say

7. You must be honest enough to admit you would save your mother if we both fell in a river

8. You must LOVE ME XDDDDD

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So bored..........school starts tomorrow XD

強制バトン　
『見た人はすぐやるバトン！』


《ルール》
見た人は全員やること！
絶対だから！
嘘つきはだめ！

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Because Tomorrow Comes - Tohoshinki

Look, the decending snow flakes are melting in my hand, disappearing as though nothing was ever here.
Hey, because the most precious things are the most fragile, we can never catch them, only to watch them drift in silence.
In this corner of the boundless, boundless universe
The coincidence of the fact that we met
This feeling that I want to call "a miracle," I want to express to you alone.

But, unable to express my feelings, I lived my life losing my way and then searching for it.
Right now, I feel like I've found a source of light, though it will only run away if I chased after it. The future is not certain.
I pause my footsteps countless, countless times
Smiles and tears are accumulated
This distance that we've walked together
Is the only certain truth.

When the rain falls I will become your umbrella
When the wind blows I will become your shield
Because even in the darkest of nights, tomorrow will always come.

Flowers that bloom in the spring
And sea shores in the summer
Sun sets in the autumn
And the warm sunshine in the winter
Many, many seasons repeats themselves
The prayers we accumulate can even overcome space and time

Far away (in the corner of this universe)
Far away (I will let loose my feelings)
This feeling that I want to call "a miracle," I just want to expressto you alone.
I pause my footsteps countless, countless times
Smiles and tears are accumulated
This distance that we've walked together
Would never cease.

When the rain falls I will become your umbrella
When the wind blows I will become your shield
Because even in the darkest of nights,
tomorrow always comes.
I want to express to you alone:
tomorrow always comes.

NEWS NEW SINGLE COMES OUT 3. 15. 06!!!!!!

 

ONCE IT'S OUT I'm willing to SEND anyone a good copy of the MP3. PLZ listen to the song.

 

Mwuhahahahahahahahaah

 

I bought the CD. First ever Japanese CD that I ever bought, now that I think about it.

 

It's not gonna be here till April though.....

 

Either way, I really like the song, so I might listen to it beforehand....when it becomes available for dl'ing.....but I might save the C/W song Cindrella Boy till later XD

 

Cinderella Boy.....

 

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

 

Received Report Card today. Feeling towards law teacher is  100%!!! Why would she do that???!

Even in this desert-like city a flower blooms

By shedding tears alone our story will not begin

Hold me in your arms

Do not let go

Right here is a life unlike any other.

Love will be born in the number of dreams

and this planet is still rotating in its path

By the beginning of another day

You will no longer be alone.

You can overcome destiny's cruel challenge

Move forward,

together with the daybreak.

 

My heart is touched by the wind's nameless melody

No words can ever describe our wishes.

I shall not lose my way in the most desperate times

Collecting puzzle pieces of our dream --

To the sky!

Tears will be shed in the number of rain

and this planet is still rotating in its path

This world softly turns its pages

And the sky's colours will eventually change,

together with our tears.

 

Even though conflicts and pains would never disappear

There's no sky that never clears after the rain

So shed no more tears.

 

What we see

What we dream

We can change this world

 

When the sky finally cease to rain

A road composed of seven colours

Is dashed across the sky.

My heart is relaxed

And I can finally be honest again.

I have a place to call home

A place I can return to.

 

 

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This is not really a direct translation of the song "Yume no Kazu dake Ai ga Umarete" but it is a translation of it...sort of. Based on my own judgements....etc. So please no stealing XD (as if someone would steal this..)

 

I feel that this is really...close to the current situation of NEWS (how ironic), like Mr. zopp said in his blog....

XDD I'm surprized that my Johnnys boom lasted so long, and some of my friends say that it will only last until the summer, but somehow I think it's going to be longer than that....I will probably wait for NEWS to return (if they do that is T_T)

 

XDD so bored...now back to bio and calculus homework...

Leave a comment if you want me to translate Japanese songs (right now limited to Johnnys songs XD)

 

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Edit 2/8/06

Edited a couple of lines...now it's actually a translation...sort of...

Please Don't disband please don't disband please don't disband.....x1000000000000000000000000000000000000

 

I'll wait till 2007 XD

 半个多月来，八达岭野生动物世界的一只猴子经常扇三只小狮子耳光，几只小狮子竟毫无还手之力。

　　狮子经常被扇耳光

　　昨天，记者来到八达岭野生动物世界，草地上有3只一个多月大的狮子。饲养员每天便蹲守在它们旁边。据饲养员介绍：“真累啊，我们每时每刻都得盯着它们，生怕它们受猴子欺负。”

　　据饲养员介绍：前几天，一只猴子到野生动物世界，经常扇三只狮子耳光，揪它们耳朵，有两只小狮子的耳朵被猴子抓破皮，但3只小狮子竟无还手之力，最多“嗷嗷”地叫几声。

　　猴子曾被斑点狗咬伤

　　据饲养员介绍，8月份这只猴子就找到他饲养的上一批小狮子，当时是一只斑点狗做狮子奶妈，斑点狗比较厉害，一看小狮子挨欺负，便“汪汪”地叫，这一叫就吓走了猴子。有一次猴子盯着斑点狗，揪了一下趴在栅栏边上一只小狮子的耳朵。见此情形，“气愤不已”的斑点狗猛地一下将栅栏弄坏，向猴子冲去，猴子撒腿就跑。但却跑不过斑点狗，斑点狗追上猴子咬了猴屁股一口。

　　猴子被斑点狗咬伤之后，随后一个月内都没招惹小狮子。本月初，猴子又来到另一批小狮子身旁，“它看新换的小狮子奶妈不闻不问便试着欺负小狮子。”

　　这只猴子可能当过“官”

　　据八达岭野生动物世界猴山的工作人员介绍，“猴山中猴王常常更换，新猴王确立王位后，总会将前猴王‘扫地出门’，猴大臣也被驱逐。”饲养员推断，如果这只捣乱的猴子没有当过猴王，也至少是“猴大臣”。

　　由于猴王或猴大臣的脾气一般很大，它们被新猴王赶出猴山后，总会寻找撒气对象，既出气，又给它们孤单寂寞的生活增添了乐趣。

 有一个人叫做Paul Wolfskehl,大学读过数学，痴狂的迷恋一个漂亮的女孩子，令他沮丧的是他被无数次被拒绝。感到无所依靠，于是定下了自杀的日子，决定在午夜钟声响起的时候，告别这个世界，再也不理会尘世间的事。Wolfskehl在剩下的日子里依然努力的工作，当然不是数学，而是一些商业的东西，最后一天，他写了遗嘱，并且给他所有的朋友亲戚写了信。由于他的效率比较高的缘故，在午夜之前，他就搞定了所有的事情，剩下的几个小时，他就跑到了图书馆，随便翻起了数学书。很快,被Kummer解释Cauchy等前人做Fermat大定理为什么不行的一篇论文吸引住了。那是一篇伟大的论文，适合要自杀的数学家最后的时刻阅读。Wolfskehl竟然发现了Kummer的一个bug，一直到黎明的时候，他做出了这个证明。他自己狂骄傲不止，于是一切皆成烟云……这样他重新立了遗嘱，把他财产的一大部分设为一个奖，讲给第一个证明Fermat定理的人10万马克……这就是Wolfskehl奖的来历。